and there she goes

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

the ups and the downs

im going thru alot these days, the ups, the downs..and its been going on for quite sometime alr. and i tink im getting use to it. everytime i manage to pull myself out of some shit, another came right smack in the face. well everybody have problems, its how you handle them that matters..

everything is going on fine right now, if you compare to what i went thru last week. i'm not broke anymore =) but im not spending too. syu gave me a few advices that day that i decided to take. so i'm not spending unless i really need to. been wanting to go shopping since like forever cos i seriously need to change my wardrobe. but then again, thats a want, so it can wait..but i'm still getting that bag i saw at compasspoint. have been looking for it for months now and i don't think that can wait much longer. heh, sry syu, gotta let u down on that.

been helping my mom alot these days cos she still haven fully recovered yet and i tink she really needs me right now. and what a bummer, her stall helper quit today, cos apparently her legs are getting too weak. damn, now we got to find another helper, which will take like what, a week? that means i have to wake up at 5am everyday to help my mom. hai, there goes my late nights..oh well, at least im getting paid. heh. im still wondering tho, how my mom does it, sleeping late at night and waking up in the wee hours preparing the food..she's awesome lah

ok chao gotta wake up early tml. at least its half day~ and no work on friday! i'll take that opportunity to pay my debt, the hrs of sleep i owe myself. oh damn gotta do the hsework 1st. im sucha good daughter. heh.

lets make believe everything will be fine. and it will eventually.

cheers for now

posted at 7:30 AM